Aw, I get it, and I'm happy it works for you and other people. ♡ My reaction is basically "but he shouldn't be in this situation in the first place". It's not fair to even have to be presented with this choice. (I need a less flippant icon for heartbreaking ZYL content, lmao.)

And no worries, I didn't mean that your icon specifically makes me sad - I see the lantern enough in fandom spaces, it's all good. :) Looking at it intentionally will eventually upset me though, lol.